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Dr. Rodger Murphree is a chiropractic physician and board certified nutritional specialist. He is an internationally recognized fibromyalgia expert. His “Murphree Method,” a combination of functional and orthomolecular medicine, has helped thousands of patients get healthy and feel good again. He’s the author of 3 books for patients and doctors including... Read More
Nick Demos is a Tony Award winning Broadway producer, documentary filmmaker, conscious business coach and manifestation expert. With over 15 years of teaching pranayama (breath work), yoga and creativity as well as thirty years in the entertainment industry, he has travelled from the Tony Awards to ashrams and run a... Read More
- Tony award winner. Nick Demos shares insight on his documentary film about fibromyalgia
- Originally conceived to support his mother and others without her myalgia, Nick learns he too, has the illness
- Nick shares what he learned about fibromyalgia while making his film
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Hi. Welcome. I’m Dr. Rodger Murphree, and I’m the host of Freedom from Fibromyalgia Summit. And I have Nick Demos here. He’s an award winning producer. He’s Tony Award winning Olivier Award winner as well, which he just shared with me what that was. It’s the equivalent. It’s the Tony equivalent in London. So he’s obviously very talented. And thankfully for the fibromyalgia community, he has produced really I’m really excited about the film he’s done on fibromyalgia. We need to get everything we can out there to help us make people understand what this condition is, both the public and unfortunately, many doctors as well. But Nick, thank you so much. I can’t wait. I want to talk to you about your history, about your mom and about the film. So tell me a little bit about you and then let’s just dove into all about the film.
Nick Demos
Yes. So my background is in Broadway as first as a dancer, as a performer actor, then as a director and producer. And this film was brought to me actually as a project friend of mine said, hey, have you ever heard of fibromyalgia? And I said, Oh, my gosh, my mother has it, but I honestly don’t know enough about it. I’ve always felt helpless and I’ve always felt like, you know, how could I help or how could I get some more knowledge or understanding? Because there was so much conflicting information out there, the general public. Yeah, that I just felt, oh, as her son, I felt this calling, I guess you would say, to make this film, to dove in and explore fibromyalgia so that I could help her. And that’s really the genesis of the project, was me just wanting to help my mother. Yeah.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
In this film you said took a couple of years. It took a while to get this done, right. I mean, it’s been an ongoing project with your busy schedule. I’m sure it was quite the challenge.
Nick Demos
It was an interesting thing. It’s a combination of two things documentary filmmaking, independent documentary filmmaking takes quite a bit of time because there isn’t a ton of money in it. Unless it is funded by an organization or funded specifically by a network, there isn’t a lot of money behind it. So consequently, it’s this process of raise a bit of money, some of it raise a bit of money, some of it through donations, through small investments. And so part of it was that it took that time just sort of the nature of filmmaking, of documentary, independent documentary filmmaking. But also we were learning as we were going about fibromyalgia, we were learning about the community. We were learning about we intentionally wanted to follow four women over the course of two years to sort of watch their journey with the syndrome. So it wasn’t just like we interview somebody once and that was it.
We wanted to sort of watch because it is a syndrome, as you well know. That is a life long syndrome. We wanted to follow people over time to see did they progressed? Was it did they get what did they have better symptoms or were the symptoms worse? We’ve sort of wanted to dig in and also get into their interpersonal relationships and how it affected their families, how it affected their community, how it affected their job. So we really intentionally spent some time in the film, and I also was getting connected to experts in the field, which takes time. You know, it takes time to sort of make those right connections and meet those people so that we were giving proper information. It was really important to me that we didn’t propagate falsities that are out there in the world, that we were getting real information and that we got to some of the leading experts in the world really to get that information out there. So that’s partly why it took some time and it actually took us seven years total.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Oh, wow. I didn’t realize. Yeah.
Nick Demos
Yeah. And part of it was that the film took a turn in that we the original intention, like I said, was to follow these wonderful or ladies because as we know or have thought, the majority of people with fibromyalgia, you know, people will say anywhere from 70 to 80% are are are women. So we want to follow this for women. But as we were going along and there were many twists and turns, honestly, we had somebody pull their story which then also affected us. But as a we had to rethink a bit. But also as we were going along, I kept saying, wow, I have that symptom. I have that symptom. Well, I have that symptom. And then I had a conversation with a fibromyalgia coach named Tammy Stackhouse, who informed me that there was a genetic component. I had never heard that, even though I’d been with it for two years, nobody had mentioned that. And when that happened, my producer said, Nick, I think you need to go and get tested on screen. So spoiler alert here, when you watch the film and I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia and that, of course, then completely shifted. But yeah, because everything that we filmed for two years, over two years now suddenly needed tweaking. And then it became a bit of my story as well and my journey to understanding fibromyalgia and looking at my own lifestyle and why I had been fairly successful. Because while I say that I had symptoms, the reason I didn’t believe it was fibro at first was because it wasn’t ongoing all the time for me. Yeah.
And part of that was the lifestyle in which I lived, which you’ll, you’ll see when you watch the film of I’m a meditator, I practice yoga, I eat incredibly healthy. All of this has going back to my days of being a performer, being a dancer, being an actor where you are the product. And so you have to take care of your product, you have to take care of you. And so it was so ingrained in me that I believe that I was sort of warding off the symptoms as they would come. Something would come up. Let’s say there was a dietary issue. I’d, I’d say, okay, let’s get to the root of that. Let’s figure out what that is. And I would shift my lifestyle, shift my diet, shift the way in which I was viewing it so that that symptom could be mitigated, basically.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
So it’s really I mean, it’s the film is fantastic and it would have been great even if you had not been part of the film. Not no offense but that but that shift your shift to where you started with your mom you really wasn’t you weren’t really sure what this illness was. Yeah. And you set out to really understand what she was going through. And then these four women. Yeah, but then you had that shift. And what I loved about the film, there’s a lot of things I loved about it, but I loved it. We got to see you being in these doctor’s offices and going through some of the challenges that people with fibromyalgia encounter on a daily basis. And no one really understands what it’s like to deal with an insurance company. They won’t pay for any complementary or or alternative therapies that we know would be beneficial for these folks.
Nick Demos
Absolutely. And let me say this. I’m very, very, very privileged in that. Yeah. Most people, when they’re getting diagnosed, it takes two years for Pete.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Yeah. Yeah.
Nick Demos
And here I am so privileged and that it didn’t take that long. It took many years for me to get there. But once I decided to, it happened right away from me because I had access to the leading experts in the world. Yeah, right. How fortunate for me. But, but and and in addition to that, I should say, yes, my insurance, for instance, they’re not going to cover anything. They’re not going to cover it.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Yeah, well, you know, you’re privileged, but, you know, when you get that diagnosis, it’s really the beginning. Yeah. And a lot of people think it’s the end. Finally, six or seven years go by. Multiple doctors you get on the medical merry go round is what I call it. And they pay, you know, they’re trying to be helpful, but they don’t really know. And then finally, after they’ve ruled everything out, they tell you, you know, you get to the right doctor and he or she says, Oh, I think you got fibromyalgia. Now, a lot of folks will say, Oh, that’s great. I’m not lazy or crazy. I’m not a hypochondriac. It’s not on my head. And they think, okay, now what do I need to do? But then here becomes the big challenge because in conventional medicine, we don’t know what you need to do. You know, we just are you got to learn to live with it. So the journey really begins once you get the diagnosis. I think that that’s what really is so frustrating.
Nick Demos
I think I experienced both relief and sadness at the same time because I had this relief that, Oh, I’m not crazy, that these symptoms that I have, there is something here that ties it together.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Right.
Nick Demos
And then there was some sadness to me, oh, you know, we say this is a life sentence, right? You’re not going to I think in fact, I think it’s Tammy in the film who says you’re not going to die from fibromyalgia, but you will die with it. And so it becomes this management. And how do we manage it when health care doesn’t even really fully understand it, nor do they fully know what to do? Well, like you said, other than sort of like a lot of people are told, here’s some pain meds, good luck. Yeah, right. And that wasn’t really for me how I wanted to deal with it. I was like I said, I’m that person that wants to get to the root. I’m the person that wants to dove in and take it, take full responsibility for my health. And I want to take, as is comprehend set of approach as possible. That doesn’t mean that I won’t take meds in the future if needed. A short term basis. That’s not what I’m saying, but what I am saying I knew. So part three of that, maybe part. The third part was the termination. It actually lit a fire under me to be even more conscious of everything I’m putting in my body, how my body reacts to things, how my mindset around it, which is so big, how I could sort of even amp that up, to be honest.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Well, I think that most people have fibromyalgia. That is one of the biggest hurdles is this mental mindset that it can be overcome because you get the diagnosis and the children live with it. You think this is good? Is this going to be. Yeah. Or two years into it with all the medications that really and not just happening by status but you know medications are dead in for fibromyalgia. It just there’s too many symptoms to try to control. And all the drugs have potential side effects. But two years into it, you’re thinking, is this it? Yeah.
So that I think the first big step for people with Out of Madness realized that there is hope you can feel tremendously better and excuse me and the experts said have been on the summit have already shared we all believe that it’s very much treatable but you have to be proactive, which you’ve been extremely proactive and your paradigm which is is a mirror of my paradigm, which is functional medicine to find and fix the underlying causes of the symptoms, and not just to try to suppress them with medications or supplements or, you know, illegal drugs or whatever it is, you know, that you want to do to try to cover these things up. So, you know, you’ve really been fortunate, but you’ve also been very proactive.
Nick Demos
Yeah, very. I do think, you know, that that is because of that background, like I was saying, that I had I had to have, you know, when you are a Broadway actor or a dancer, you’re it you. We think of ourselves almost like Olympians. You have to be in that great of shape. And so consequently, I think that that discipline around that was instilled in me at such a young age that I always knew that that’s how I wanted to live my life. And so I’m very fortunate in that way. And for those that are out there that are listening, that maybe are just diagnosed with fibro or are struggling, I absolutely say would say to them, encourage them to, you know, work on that mindset, look inward, look at all these resources that you’re providing these experts, and listen and be proactive about listening to the body. It’s about tuning into what your body is saying to you. And that’s a practice. Yeah, it’s a practice.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Sure. So tell us a little bit about some of the the women that were in the theater, some really sad stories. And for people that don’t have fibromyalgia, you know, they can’t even really understand what these folks are going through. Now, you know, the audience, you assume that most everybody watching has fibromyalgia. So you can totally identify you’ll gente fied with these these wonderful folks that are in the film. But share with us a little bit about some of their stories. Yeah, it was really important to.
Nick Demos
Me that we showed the spectrum that of how fibromyalgia can manifest. We had sort of a best case scenario of somebody who was fully functioning in the world, who was an Olympic athlete, you know, that really had found a way to manage the symptoms in a way that was really proactive. And she’s actually the original inspiration for the film, which is a woman named Megan Dunsmore. Then we also wanted to show somebody who is an advocate for fibro and who really believes, who really was taking control of her fibro, which you see in the course of the film that she begins she starts in a place where she’s just taking the meds and is not really as proactive as she maybe could be, but is still trying to advocate for others.
She starts the Caterpillar walk in New York and we followed her journey, which was beautiful to see which you kind of will see in the film, her learning and coming to understanding of her own fibro. And then we also show somebody named Johan, who is from Puerto Rico. She had moved to Newark, New Jersey, Paterson actually to get better health care. She wasn’t getting health care in Puerto Rico. And unfortunately, she was really wrapped into the system of not getting the care and the need that she act, the things that she actually needed. And really and and this, again, not to harp on the drug thing, but it was handed drugs and said, take these.
They would give her surgery and give her all kinds of things, but they wouldn’t give her the things that she actually needed to get healthy. And thankfully after filming we had we’ve been able mily actually they became friends from the making of this film and Molly’s really helped her and we’ve really been able to get Johann on a great path. But you’ll see in the film that she’s struggling desperately, desperately struggling on disability, unable to work, unable to function ultimately. And so that was really important to me that we sort of showed the range. And my mother, of course, is in the film and she’s in the film. She’s functioning. You know, she had had moments where, you know, she was at the E.R. and she was struggling. But in the film, she, too, has a bit of a journey of healing.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Now, in the film, there’s experts that I both know, you know, I know them. I’ve been on summits with them and Jennifer. Jennifer Lipton. So, yeah. But did you find out there are a lot of doctors that you interviewed that really you thought, wow, they are that you you thought about interviewing or you talked to that you came away with it pretty quickly, realizing that they really don’t have a clue.
Nick Demos
Yeah, I think, you know, a lot of prescreening, right? Because again, it was really, really important to me that we weren’t putting out false information. Yeah. And so we prescreened the experts. We had pre phone calls with all of them before deciding who to sort of and that was part of it for me too, as I as a filmmaker and as somebody that with fibro, I’m like learning as I’m going, Wow. How is it that these doctors don’t know or why are we getting conflicting information? One doctor saying this and another saying that about the same exact thing like that was fascinating as a filmmaker, of course. But even then, as somebody with fibromyalgia, it was even more interesting. We were really careful, to be very honest. It was really, really important to me not to spread false information.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
In the film, though. Some of it some of the folks talk about the challenge of getting someone to really listen to them. Yeah. And to understand, I mean, that is such an uphill battle for those who fibromyalgia.
Nick Demos
I would say that’s the majority, right?
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Yeah. Yeah. I mean, for me, I’ve been treating fibromyalgia for 20, almost 23 years. And I’ve seen that. I’ve seen the, you know, the highs where we thought, wow, we’re really onto something. And I’ve seen the lows where and unfortunately, the last decade, it’s really it’s been conventional medicines really given up on fibromyalgia. And, you know, because what they say is we’re going to give you these drugs and see how you do, but you’re just going to have to learn to live with it. We don’t really understand that. We don’t know what else to do. That’s their position. And because of that, the fibromyalgia community, a lot of folks have accepted that. They just think, well, this is a lifelong thing I’m have to live with. I can never get better. And they have that mentality. It’s a shame that that’s been fostered in this community because it’s not true.
Nick Demos
It’s not true at all. And what I would say is, yes, for right now. For right now, there’s not a lot of options in terms of what the medical community is handing you, but you do have options for yourself if you take control, like we were talking about. Yeah, that you can live with this life sentence, but you can not only live, you can be fully functioning, you can be doing great things in the world. It is absolutely possible. I’m a living example of that. ROSE Meghan in the film is an example of that. There are many, many people out there that are making it happen. It is possible. I know there are people out there that when they hear that, they’re like, Oh, maybe for you, not for me, but I want you to really dig deep because I know that it’s possible for you. Yeah.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Well, this is why I want to support the film for many reasons, but this in particular, because we need to let people know that there is hope that you can get better. And, you know, and fortunately, when people when I share the fact that I’ve helped and not to be braggadocious about hundreds I don’t know how many patients I was 22 year I mean means a lot of patients and on my website I have hundreds of testimonials and sometimes people will say exactly what you say, Yeah, well that works for them, but it’s not going to work for me. But what you may not understand is five images different for everybody. Nick’s fibromyalgia is different than Mary Johnson, so I’ll talk to you tomorrow.
She’s got, you know, some autoimmune diseases associated with her. Fibromyalgia, everybody’s fibro is different, but that doesn’t mean that yours is any more of a challenge than anybody else’s. It’s all about getting healthy, and that means different things to different people. But there’s common denominators. You’ve already shared some of those and mentally staying active if you can, physically, you know when you can as you get healthier and then your diet and then there’s other things as well. But there’s some common denominator is if you get those right, you’re on the right track, then you may need to reach out and have somebody work with you. Whether that’s a health coach, a fibromyalgia expert like myself or whomever, multiple people on the summit. So yeah, yeah.
Nick Demos
You know, and I would say that has been, you know, the great part of the film for me personally is that my mother is so much healthier since the film came out because she watched it and that inspired her to take even more action. Millie is one of the characters is really improved. Johan has taken the most massive improvements and so thank you for sharing the film because that is why we created the film, right? I created the film so I could get more information to help my mother and help other people. And that’s really what we want to do and that’s really the reason for the film. So the more people we can get out there to watch this film, to share it with their friends and their family so their family understands and to encourage them to take these action steps to be proactive, because that’s really where the healing lies.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
And as Nick shared with me before we started recording, this is a self-produced documentary that you mentioned that, but they don’t have any funding. And the reason why I don’t have any funding is no, I think it’s going to make any money. That’s, you know, what it’s all about. And that’s what we hear in fibromyalgia. I mean, that’s what is holding up the research. There’s no you know, they don’t think they can make any money. The pharmaceutical companies don’t think they can make any money. It’s sad, but it’s true. I mean, I hate to say it that way, but it is very much true. I mean, this has been going on for 30 years now and we’ve got three approved drugs. And those three drugs, the three of them Lyrica surveillance. And Martin or notoriously ineffective for fibromyalgia. They’re recommended.
They’re commonly recommended. But if you look at the statistics, those taking Lyrica, 50% of them I’m sorry, 30% or notice improvement of those 30%, 50% will have to discontinue that medication within some period of time, one year or two or three years because of side effects just working. And it not just that one step only by stones about the drugs don’t make you feel bad. But what I do want to encourage is that you look for other options, and that’s really what this whole summit’s about. And very much your film really focuses on that. You’ve got to look in other and other directions, conventional medicine. Thank goodness we have it. But it’s a dead end for fibromyalgia. You cannot drug your way out of fibromyalgia.
Nick Demos
In you absolutely cannot. And in the seven years now, you’ve got 20 some years on me. But the seven years that I’ve been studying this, that I’ve been following people, that I’ve been talking with, experts, that’s really the hypothesis that I came to and why we said that in the film.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Yeah, ultimately, yeah. So what I want to ask of those that are watching this or listening to this, please help us spread the word about this film. So you’re going to have a link on here. We’ll have a link here in the summit. You’ll be able to access that to see how to help us with promoting this film. But we really need to get this film out and hopefully we need to get some funding. So I don’t know. We’ll talk more about that. I got some ideas for you, but I think this is a film that the lay public needs to see. And certainly health professionals as well need to see this film.
Nick Demos
Absolutely.
Rodger Murphree, DC, CNS
Thank you, Nick. I want to thank you so much for being part of this summit, and I look forward to helping you spread the word about this film. I think it’s going to be very helpful for those who get a chance to watch it and realize they’re not alone and that there is help out there. Do not give up.
Nick Demos
There is help. There is help. And I thank you so much for having me today.
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